Bart Vogel: Music
I Turned My Back On You
I saw you struggling there caught between two beasts
I should have rescued you from the ensuing gory feast
I couldn’t bring myself to help you; no courage to be near
I heard your cries of agony and I heard your screams of fear
I turned my back on you. I turned my back on you.
‘Don’t know why I am this way but I turned my back on you
I still couldn’t move outside myself to provide what help I could
I was too afraid to assist you; I feared my fear if I would
It really wouldn’t have been that hard to walk out the door to help
To chase those two devourers away but I couldn’t stand your cries of yelp
I turned my back on you. I turned my back on you.
‘Don’t know why I am this way but I turned my back on you.
I turned my back on you. I turned my back on you.
‘Don’t know why I am this way but I turned my back on you.
I now know what I would do next time (if I had a chance to care)
But the thing that really stabs my soul is that I knew you knew I was there
Oh, it hurts. My heart aches. I’m sorry . . . I’m sorry . . . I’m sorry.
I turned my back on you. I turned my back on you.
‘Don’t know why I am this way but I turned my back on you.